Have you ever noticed that we never quite realize the things that are going to change us or our lives in the moment they first come into our lives? We think we can control things, make things stay the same, and we live in that denial for a long time.
Also, do you notice that you think you can forget things, but you can never make yourself do it? Once the change is made in you, it doesn’t go away, no matter how much you want it to.
If you think about a thing for years and years and years, maybe you’re supposed to let it change your life.